With DIE-san outside The Club Sensation in Yokohama
This was Friday night ok guys?
Just so you can understand exactly what I’m referring to here;
This was about 48 hours ago!!! yeah ..hours!!!
This blog will however not be about this amazing musician…
It’s just a reminder of all that I have done in the past 48 hours.
From Yokohama to Shibuya and now Urawa in Saitama…
3 live gigs in 3 days…
This week has been intense, and the last days in particular!!
So when today started kind of shitty I was thinking to myself …
Of course all good things has to come to an end at some point!
You know how you start thinking:
Negativity … it’s poisoning…. it entered my mind….
…and now it’s going to be a shitty kind of day…
Not the right way to use the brain at all!
The reason was because I had lost a button on my dress.
so…. I received a package from the US,
but it was lacking in content (something I had asked to be shipped
wasn’t in there..)… annoying…
Then I had to stress, because of this incident above, I missed a train,
and at Shinjuku station I missed another one,
because I listened to people that didn’t know what the humhum I
was talking about…
I should have listened to my intuition …but I didn’t !!
and sure enough the‘bad day continued….
At Urawa Narciss 浦和ナルシス I filmed one short video,
when a live house staff came over and said :
Absolutely no cameras!!
Absolutely no to any photos or videos.
I tried to explain that I got an OK from the band, but she didn’t
understand me, nor did she probably even want to understand me!
And I did not understand her… and loud music did not help the
She came back and wanted to talk to me in the office , so back to
the office we went, but still didn’t help.
Damn!…. I should have printed the email I had from them,
or at least have it in the phone… but I didn’t.
Phoe-Lo tried to translate, but she didn’t understand them either,
and they didn’t understand her… so I just gave up….
Obviously they didn’t want to nudge and decided not to understand
Phoe-Lo because she did speak to them in Japanese.
Then I turned around to Phoe-Lo who asked me if I should ask
for Ryo-san and try to push it,
but no I felt like the world as I know it was now turning away….
then I hear Ruth’s voice in my head…
when I actually said out loud to Phoe-Lo….
but you know anything can turn around 180 degrees at any time….
Heck that ‘s why I have the tattoo I have…
It’s NOT all about death, or ending, or cannot…
—– 無常 (impermanence) —–
it is about change
equally often to the better at any given moment even when times
Let’s see that first video or two…